April includes the Hebrew month of Nissan and Iyar according to the Hebrew calendar. This is the month of Passover and the Resurrection of our Lord Yeshua. It is a season of restoration, introspection and self improvement. Because the Lord’s times are intentional we can look at the physical and spiritual context of His appointed time.

Nissan means for us to cross over or pass over into the promises God has placed on our hearts. It is a time of redemption and of miracles. It is a beginning time of seeking greater revelation from God and a season of blossoming – springing forward with declarations of the words the Lord has spoken over you. It is a season of self realization, to remove the hindrances of the past and to make movement into bringing our future into our now. This month and next month are a time for blossoming into the spiritual. It is a time that we become more aware of the physical surroundings and the spiritual surroundings. In this spring season it is a time of new ideas, to start something, for developing new relationships, and risking our faith on engaging in the steps it takes to bring personal and corporate growth to our life purpose.

A prophetic act Holy Spirit led all of us through on Sunday was to stand with readiness to leave our wilderness, or our Egypt and make steps into the promised land He has for each of us. I suggest you try it now. Seek Him, let the words He has spoken to your heart about your destiny rise up again and bring faith. Release the excuses, hindrances, fears, doubts, trauma and other things this last season has held you back in…yep, hope deferred has gotta go! As faith is stirred up in you again, step out of the wilderness (make a physical movement forward) and step into Your Promised Land. See it, taste it, feel it and experience it!

Let’s take the first letter of “Behold” which is the letter Hey. It means reveal and breath. The actual picture language of the Hey means to “Behold.” It means that to behold you are shown something distinct and clear – that what you behold may be the answer to your question. It is represented as the ‘heart of God revealed.” It describes this declaration as what comes from the action (movement attracts attention.)
HEY! Have I got your attention now?
The pictograph is represented as a person holding both arms up to behold what one is looking at. It is looking toward someone or something of interest. The symbol of Hey is of Divinity, Gentility and Specificity and the sound of the Hey is that of a mere exhalation of breath. It requires little effort. It is the sound of being present. As we “behold” Yeshua, no works are required – we behold Him; we become present to Him. He attracts our attention.
Hey means to “shout’ or sing with joy as what comes out of a person of life.
It is the 5th letter of the alphabet and represents the 5th commandment to honor your mother and your father that life may go well with you. 5 is also the number of grace, favor, abundance and redemption.
I see a similarity within the ancient letter “Hey” of the “seed” which is the ancient pictograph of the 14th letter of the Hebrew alphabet the Nun. The number 14 represents double measure of spiritual perfection, Passover, deliverance and liberty! Today’s Modern Hebrew shows the Hey comprised of the Hebrew letters Yud and Dalet. And to look at the latter interpretation of the combination of Hebrew letters there is an understanding that the letter Hey brings you closest to God – why? Because we are beholding Him.
The “seed” which the ancient letter nun represents is continuation. The pictograph is representative of a fish darting through water which represents life and action. We can also take the seed to represent the sperm and the action of movement to find the egg and bring forth life.
The nun is a symbol representative of God’s faithfulness. His faithfulness continues without interruption. He is always trustworthy, unchanging and reliable.
The two letters combined for the word Hen which is the Hebrew word “Behold” mean a continual looking toward something. As we behold Yeshua, we see His heart of love revealed to us which transforms us. As we behold Him as in a mirror we are changed into His Glory.

Behold Part 1

2 Cor 3:16-18
6 Nevertheless when one turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away. 17 Now the Lord is the Spirit; and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty. 18 But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord.

The context of veil in the Greek is to hide or cover. In the Hebrew it is a dividing wall. Removing the veil is to understand through one’s own ability and to discover. It is to reveal.
As we turn to Yeshua (Jesus)– things that separated our soul/spirit man from discerning and understanding the aliveness and truth of the word becomes Christ revealed, our hope and our glory! The truth of His word becomes alive, and we enter into the ability to understand the freedom and liberty that we have in Him.
The word I want to focus on here is the root word “behold” from beholding as in a mirror. I will cover the word “glory” and “become” in the next newsletter.
The Lord spoke to me as Holy Spirit had highlighted this scripture. He said – “in beholding me, you become and as you become you understand and know your belonging.”
I think that although there are many excellent teachings on “Fathering” and healing the orphan spirit, we have still missed the mark. We need to believe first that when we see Yeshua we see the Father. In believing through faith, we behold the Son!
I realize in my day to day conversations with people and the wounds they face around “fathers” that to know God as father has been very difficult – they get it in their heads, but the actions of their heart still speak to me that they are of an orphan spirit or mentality.
As we come to “behold” Yeshua, we learn that in beholding him, we truly “become.”
When we examine the Hebrew definition of “behold” it is the word Hen. So the Hebrew alphabet that makes up the word is the alphabet letter “Hey” and the letter “Nun.”
So let me back track here a bit for those of you who may be new to my teachings. Every Hebrew letter has a picture that is associated with it that can tell so many stories in and of itself. You know the saying – a picture says a thousand words…hmm, I wonder where that came from. When one Hebrew letter is combined with other Hebrew letters, the picture language brings even greater depth to the letter that had stood alone. The letters (and language) when spoken send vibrations that may bring healing to people. It is written in Jewish Torah commentaries, that when the Lord descended upon Mount Sinai that the sounds of the trumpet and lightning appeared to the nation in the 22 Hebrew letters which is considered the divine language and constructed the 613 commandments of Adonai. Each Hebrew letter represents a number which also adds to the divine language that reveals the Father’s heart in many ways.
There is also equipment (the Tonoscope) that measures frequency and when the Hebrew words are spoken, the sound waves changed sand into beautiful shapes.
Another is a Spectrum Analyzer that when the ancient Hebrew is spoken correctly and captured via a microphone, the Spectrum Analyzer screen will show the shape of each Hebrew letter as if it were physically written.

I saw heaven opening and gold and silver being loosed over the body of Christ. I also saw coins, lots of coins, (hmm – manmade currency) and gems, lots of gems. There was showering of “new revelations”, and new ideas that will bring forth wealth into the lives of His people. These revelations and ideas will be activated…activation bringing movement.

He is activating a movement now where the waters had been stagnant – where several in this past season laid down by the pools waiting for someone to activate and stir the waters…many felt the stagnation of life – yet now – He has come to tell us to take up our beds and walk…the time is now for motion. He is locking people’s arms together to help one another in the season ahead. To give us a tunnel vision for Him and His word spoken over us. Faith without works is dead…works without faith is dead…

He is exposing the religious spirit and the independent spirit, who work hand and hand to isolate us from the “new thing” He is doing. He is increasing faith for the works He has for us.

He says to me – “prepare to be astonished & startled!”  Startled in this context is to be shocked in a good way, – as He releases His Power through us in the simplest, least unexpected ways……………Behold Him, and as we behold Him, we become just like Him.  (See blog post of teachings on behold, and become.)

Lord – we shout grace, grace to the mountains of financial restraint and oppression. We renounce the lawlessness of debt over us, and decree and declare that we, Your people are the head and not the tail. We cut off the unhealthy attachments that we have had with lack, not enough, and We declare your blessings are overtaking us because of your mercy and your loving kindness.

Zech 4:6-7
“This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel:
‘Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,’
Says the LORD of hosts.
7 ‘Who are you, O great mountain?
Before Zerubbabel you shall become a plain!
And he shall bring forth the capstone
With shouts of “Grace, grace to it!”‘” NKJV

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